Just A Story, Without Ambiguation

Just like ‘500 Days of Summer’ movie

This isn’t a story about romantic thing which will lead to a happy ending

This is the most ordinary post you will ever found in my blog

Sort of a boring one I should say..

However, the title must be some kind of ‘The Trip’.

She’s on her journey from Tokyo to Hokkaido

She took the night trip with bus

Tokyo is where her parents live

But then Hokkaido is where she studying in a university

She’s alone

Recently she read a story about a young girl in love with mature guy

However, she really loved that story

The plot is so touching

So, guess it will be a long trip, she manage to imagine a brand new story based on far range of ages

Since she’s a writer too

But then, usually it will lead her to fell asleep

And it will kill the boring journey time.

One by one people entered the bus.

She sat on her seat, alone

One of her far-friend was also in the bus, but in a distance.

She’s alone.

And the number of the passenger were still so small

Then, a guy came in

She was staring at him and try to describe :

A White, tall, thin, wear glasses, white sport pants, white sweater, white stripped blue shirt, and slippers

He appeared to asked the passenger in front of her about the number of the seat over there

She start to thought “a gorgeous one. if only his number is the seat next to me”.

Well, God replied her wish too fast

Suddenly he come to her and agreed that the number of the seat is what the number on his ticket.

He supposed to sat on the window side

So, she’s start to move for he could pass

“No, it’s fine. Just stay, I just want to drop this”

He put the plastic on the seat, then leave outside the bus

Deer in the Headlight

(as if she saw a deer in the headlight

Startled, surprised, speechless)

Several minutes later, when almost all the passenger enter the bus, this guy come again

She’s, again, start to move to let this guy pass.

But.

“Or would you like to sit there?”

Lucky! “Sure!” she said

So they exchange the seat.

And the bus start the engine, still not begin to move

She’s blushed

She’s totally stunned

She always love the story about meeting stranger

Seems like her heart run faster than her brain

Well but, she never hoped something would be happened

And she just thought ‘what a nice person’

Because usually those gorgeous guy were so arrogant

The guy sat next to her

Silent, like usual

She also thought maybe there’s no need for her to stay awake

She closed her eyes.

Suddenly the guy started talking to her

Asked her some random question which is usually been asked by stranger

Kind of startled, but instead of blushing, she gave some skeptical answer

Just trying to be nice

But also the most honest answer

The conversation goes well

With him as the one who start the topic all over

Until then he knew that she’s from the university where his friend attended

A senior

Around 7 years older than her

She’s startled, again.

Her university had some strong seniority essence

Trapped between uncourageous and the fear of seniority

She never tried to start the topic

She didn’t even gave much respond for his story,

and mostly she just smile and give some short respond

Which, maybe, lead him into a perception if the girl didn’t interested in talking or knowing him

But actually, she had just so many question that she doubt to asked

But she just didn’t

And she didn’t knew what was the most logical reason for her not to asked it.

Silent for several minutes,

The guy started talks again

This time, kind of late, he asked the girl name

She answered

And he also introduced his name

And continued with awkward laugh—

The conversation really stopped here.

She trying very hard to fall asleep then

However usually in so many drama story, the guy might be had some crush on her

Or maybe the guy just wouldn’t stop talks just to knew her better

Or the girl would suddenly had some courage to spoke.

And it’ll became a very nice trip

And there’ll be a future scenario for them both.

But in real life, God didn’t made that cheap scenario

The journey stills on

When the bus stop to rest a while in a restaurant, everyone were climbed down

Included her, her friend, and the guy

But the guy didn’t asked her

Or maybe have some cheap talk about the rest

No,

This guy never start to talked ever since again

Even when they’re entered the bus for continuing the journey

And so didn't she
Even thought she's willing to talked

She just didn't

Her heart was already on chaos since the very beginning

She's confused, whether feeling uneasy or feeling nervous along with some crush

Felt some guilt, finally she started to talk

With the very nervous felt

A short talk like give some help while he really needs it

Just in a while

And it just for that, then silent again

He fell asleep

She felt uneasy feel and kind of regret for not being nice from the very start

She couldn't slept all night trip

The destination almost be reached

He awake and asked where’re they

His voice was real different from his voice when they’re firstly met

This kind of voice seems not as bright as before

She answered rightly since she didn’t slept, she couldn’t slept

And she asked where the guy would climbed down the bus

“At the main terminal”.

Silent

“Where would you climbed down?”

'Thanks God, he asked

She answered, “The university terminal”.

Silent.

Then the bus entered the the main terminal

Everyone packed up their things, included him, although he didn’t exit as fast as everyone

Then her friend also goes out here

They wave goodbye

Then it’s the guy turn to exit

“I need to move forward”, he said

“Sure”, she answered

He moved to the front part of the bus,

But then back again

“Guess I will need the breed for breakfast”, he talks to himself while took the food that’s left on his seat.

Then he move to the front, and climbed down the bus.

Without a goodbye words..

...

That’s how the story goes

However she was regretting her deed for being so clumsy

In some other story, I have ever saw a girl could became so close to a guy which only she knew by a trip

They introduced them self in the beginning

And suddenly became so close

I heard it very well because I sat behind them

But the story was not for the girl I wrote here

But guess there will be no coincidence in this world as I always believe

So it might bring some benefit to her

God scenario were so mysterious, complicated, and ambiguous

But He always gave the fairest fate to each human.

…

(Oh anyway, I finally finished an English story even though written with horrible grammar!)